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Itanagar, Arunacahl Pradesh, India
An obsessive thinker. Mostly confused. Polite. Talks less. I try to live and learn everyday.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Start Of A New Picture

So, Hello Everyone.


I understand writing is the only means of me linking my inner-self to others. That would continue on my here


My other Blog, http://toriqphoto.blogspot.com/, I have decided to blog through photo's.


How it Began?
..20 years before or ago, my Dad bought this camera. He took most memorable picture that even when I look at them today, I can feel them laugh, talk, Sometimes anger. Since childhood, somewhere within me I had this passion for photography. I clicked random things at the age of 6, which my father appreciated(I have to thank him. Because I know most of them where not good. It was a waste of Film but for a father, his children work is the best). I have no professional training of photography. But I wish to carry this passion ahead. So, 20 years later, the prized possession is passed on, The Camera comes to me. Its not a a digital camera, but SLR Film Camera by Minalto. I wish, like my Dad, to capture moments, which will smile when I look at them after 30-40 years later.


Like any old photo, this camera rested behind our old cupboard for 5-6 years. It needs repairing. I am going to name it, CHE, for some stupid reason. It's going to take some time to wake up from his long resting years and be my merry partner to roam about with me. 


Why photo blog?
..I know how it exactly feels to not be able to express yourself, be it by writing it down or having to speak to someone. I find it hard to express. When I do, I feel there is this Big wall, that I am struggling with, when I cross over it, I will be able to let you know or feel what i feel. Fewer times, I am able to cross the wall, but most times, I don't. So, like that, there are many things you see, you think about it, draw a theory about it. Analyse it. Understand it and if there is someone, you want to share how you felt. That's a difficult part. Because, All of us are the same, except our perception changes everything that makes us different from one another.


So, I decide to click photo that make me think and maybe it would to you too. Hopefully You would enjoy it too. and all that said above doesn't make any sense, i know, because I have read it all again, and it doesn't make sense when I think from others point of view, but then again, I hope you just enjoy it.


Thank You

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Tell Me All Your Problem

So, You Are Sitting There In The Corner with all the Question inside your head. It's You Against Yourself.


Take a Deep Breathe. Nothing in this world can be done alone. We need someone or anyone despite how ignorant you are about how much it could help you or how you just thought I CAN DO IT ALL ALONE. It's just not like how you though, that NO ONE WOULD UNDERSTAND YOU. It's this big world with more than Zillion Population. It's unlikely that there wouldn't be anyone who felt the same way like you did. Hey! Mahatma Gandhi was a great man. But his followers, his helping hand, were even greater. Martin Luther King had big bright dream of a better world. Well, He wouldn't be what he was or what he achieved without the help of anonymous helper. The History might not remember their name, but Does of these great people who are the Building on their foundation of Help


It's the Mathematics of life, 'There's just ain't a problem without a Solution. And if you aren't getting any solution, you maybe doing it wrong way". So, you take a help from someone who has done the problem before, He/She help you. See that? It's Simple. But It would require, like I Said, HELP.


This ain't a note for someone whom I wouldn't mention. It's about Me. and It was me against against myself. As Sober I may look on the out, I go way opposite to it within me, that is unknown to the outside world. When, I am writing this, It's not about helping you to get to know me better. Its about knowing your flaws and accepting it. To let you know, I needed someone to talk like maybe you need now, but you have been hiding it...


So, Have you moved away from the corner and talked? Because, sometimes, A Small Little Talk Helps, No matter how Big the problem is